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My mind races constantly,

But always gets stuck on one subject,

That person whom I love,

A work in progress,

Where these emotions came from,

I do not know,

But even more,

I'm terrified to show,

For fear of rejection,

From possibly my other half,

My lifemate,

Whom I've been searching for for a centry and a half,

The feel of him,

Holding me tightly in his arms,

Shielding me from all the pain,

Which I've carried for all these years,

Thoughts I'm afriad of,

Dreams never dying,

With him by my side,

My heart is finally residing,

Where it belongs,

In tune with his,

Souls combined,

Sealed with one kiss,

But he must leave,

For this is a forbidden fate,

Which the damned has chosen,

The ones whom we hate,

I stare at the stars and moon,

While my feelings for you continue to grow,

I cry blodd filled tears,

As you leave to go,

Return to your homeland,

This is a must,

No emotions to hide,

Sacrifice these feelings as lust,

A baren existance we must live,

Lonely and quiet,

No one here to call family,

Nothing but our forsaken sight,

To guide us through this living hell,

Of a planet so set,

One we shall not walk,

Our two souls finally rest.

in the dark night i sit,

propped upon this grave stone here,

thinking deeply upon my life,

slowly sipping on a beer,

questioning how i got where i am,

looking through the pictures of my memories,

wishing it could be different,

rewrite these fucked up stories,

rapes and beatings,

young children bleeding,

hopeless romantics hoping,

abusive mothers abusing,

how this world got so messed up,

no end in sight,

people hungry,

sleeping outside in the night,

but up in heaven as you may call,

things are all different,

hell is now the sanctuary,

heaven is incompetent.